i realized a little bit ago just one more way i can see things changing. i’m home sick for the first time in six months. and you know what i hate most about it? i hate that i can’t go to my meetings and see my friends. and i hate that i’m missing work. and not just because my paycheck is going to be severely lacking next week. work is something normal people are supposed to do, in my mind. and i spent so much time slacking off at work or calling in sick or whatever. i just don’t want to be “that employee” anymore. and it sucks. but apparently everybody gets sick sometimes. so i guess i just gotta let it go and accept it. rest and get back as soon as i can.
much love all around.
Posted on Wednesday August 4th